Lately (well as always) I've been really confused about my feelings towards my love life, I’m not sure if I should listen to my heart, or to my head who always find ways to be the one that wins. I pray at night to take the best decisions in my life and doing that without regrets. My feelings are always on a roller coaster, but when I find myself on top of that roller coaster, when I feel this special, when I feel loved, when I feel this happiness building up inside my heart, I swear it’s a feeling I don’t want to let go. A good way of keeping this feeling longer for me it’s writing it down.
Today it's an important day that was the reason I didn't want to skip writing here. (I wrote this April 21st) If I am doing this in English it's because I found it more appropriate because of the person that made my day, and hell! he really did just by sending an email. His words mean a lot to me, not only for its meaning, but also because they make me realize that If I’m able to leave a love, or friendship mark on somebody else’s heart and make it last for long time, then the person I’ve become has a lot to be thankful for, and I’ll know for sure that my life has had a meaning.
Since I seriously want to remember this words for a lifetime like if glued to my heart, I decided to paste an excerpt:
“…I’ve never forgotten about you, you who I only shared a little time with yet I felt as though it had been much longer. We need to see each other again, we need to know if this love is real. If it's not, then we know we tried. But if it's even stronger, then we know we have some decisions to make . Because, I know I love you. I just want to see how much you love me..."
To be continued...
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