Love can be spread... II part

My girlfriends know who I am talking about, he doesn't. He might have a slight idea of how I feel while thinking of him, and how I feel about: "what would have happend if" but what he doesn't know that I keep his emails since 2000 when we met and ever time I feel sad I read them to cheer myself up, he doesn't know that he is and always be my platonic love, he doesn't know that once in a while I dream of us living happily ever after just as in the fairy tale of my dreams, being all as it should be, beautiful, happy. I don't have the certainty of how he feels about me, I mean , we all love in different ways, and since we've been this appart from each other during all this time its getting hard to believe that something between us could be real. But on the other side, what if all this feelings that have been saved on our hearts and memories turns into someting else ? what if a love story like this really happens?. I don't want to give it a lot of tought, however, my heart beats faster when I think of the posibility that this could be. This picture was sent to me on the second or maybe third email he sent me since we met. All this time I've known him only through words, pictures and images. I've learned that besides his great sense of humor (the first trait that ever made me like him), creativity and looks, he is so loving and affectionate... To be continued.