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Ex-boyfriends are a blessing

Yesterday while driving home I started thinking about an ex-boyfriend, his name is Pablo. Pablo and I are really good friends, I never see him in person but he messages me once in a while or sometimes calls on the phone. I am very grateful to him, and I just told him so today, and here is the reason: Several times in my life before I met Andrew I felt I was really in love. I even thought that I had found the one. It may have crossed my thoughts ocassionally that I'd marry any of those past relationships. Today I look at my past and it's impossible for me to remember the way I felt. It makes me even remember a song that say "past relationships are like empty glasses" ; I can read about past relationships on my journal or on my blogs or anything and it feels strange that I once felt something for someone that I thought it was true love. I love writting and since past relationships are part of my life I have written about them. I did write about Pablo, just as I did about some other men that really broke my heart especially when I felt that I didn't deserve to be brokenhearted. The truth is that now I have nothing else to say about them except THANK YOU. Thank you because without them I would have never known what REAL LOVE IS;Thank you because if I had not met them I would not have recognized my true soulmate when he finally came into my life. Yes I know this might sound odd to some but I swear that when I talk about any of my past relationships the only feeling that remains inside me is : HOW WRONG I WAS, but it is not a proud feeling or a feeling like -"look what you've lost ". Not lke this at all. The real truth is that I wish that they have found the kind of love I found. One of the biggest reasons why Andrew and I have such a deep communication and understanding about each other, is actually because he knows from his heart and I have told him looking into his eyes that I have never loved or will ever love the way I love him--and this is exactly the same way that he loves me.

So ex-boyfriends are a blessing, They are! because they gave me the best lesson I've learned about truly being in love: THE ONLY WAY TO RECOGNIZE TRUE LOVE IS WHEN YOU LOVE LIKE YOU FEEL THAT YOU CAN'T LOVE ANY MORE THAN YOU ALREADY DO, BUT IF AND ONLY IF YOUR LOVE IS RETURNED IN EXACTLY THE SAME WAY!

P.S. LOVE YOU ANDREW!!!!!!!!!